Must I Refrain? I missed you for months and felt my heart break thinking you were gone and pulled up all our stakes. You drifted through my world in a state of constant haze remembering the time we shared on so many days I thought about the way your touch used to make me feel, thought about you so much it gave me a thrill. Your call came, I heard your voice and somewhere deep inside were those crazy feelings that my heart pushed aside. I want to trust myself and the strength I have gained. I wonder if I trust you will you return more pain, must I refrain? I want to embrace you and forget all that has been but somewhere deep inside of me I'm scared I'll hurt again. must I refrain?