She came 4 a visit, uninvited, and never left. Told me she'll be with me until my death. So far, she's kept her vow. Takes a while 2 move around because her weight slows me down. Shows me how my every waking moment, she'll be with me... Says no matter how much I beg and plead, she'll never leave. Got me feeling like that author in Stephen King's "Misery". But she never goes anywhere, even when I sleep. I feel as if I'm on house arrest. She's like my unwanted love interest. Won't U go away, just 4 a day? As she grips my body tighter, I know she's here 2 stay. Life gets interrupted in 4 hour intervals, She's changed my eating habits and makes me take vitamins and minerals. It's gotten 2 the point that she's even in my dreams. She seems 2 find pleasure in making the simplest actions difficulties. She never gives me alone time... She holds a permanent place in my mind. Reserved just 4 her... But it's not the spot reserved 4 my girl. It's in that place of mental which holds forgotten memories, Because I want 2 somehow forget that I've gotten this disease. Every morning I think I may be afflicted, but still very blessed As long as I live I'll fight MS *****, or as u may know her... M.S.