Being from the islands, im used to a very simple way of life. now that i have moved to the USof A. It is a culture shock. They are day workers working from the rising of the sun to the setting of another. Doing what they have done for ages their fathers, father father's, fathers father fathers. They donot understand the new me i have morphed into something unknown i have crossed boundaries impossible and seen sights unseen. i am despised and hated for my worldiness My knowledge, my new sophistication, my new mind is no good to me there. i am not to be trusted. i have gone beyond expectation become " too smart for my own good" I am an outcast, a pariah a thing to be feared. i have become the unthinkable i have become Educated i am no longer worthy of their counsel i must fend for my self my dreams cannot be shared only percieved mentally i am to be regarded as 'TRAITOR, FOOL" WHY? because i have dreams because i have aspirations because my thoughts and desire spans outside the 120x70km on which i live. HA! HA! HA! HA! You self righteous fools dont you see what You have become footstools to a mentality that binds you to your poverty slavery has been dead for years! they only slavery is the one u have cast upon yourself. walking around with your "yes Massa" attitude where has it gotten you? HA! I no longer choose to live like this I no longer let you define me laugh all you want my mental rape is over i have begun the healing process. I have morphed i have become life oriented.