Honestly, this really shows me that this country is worthless and not the place for me. I might have to endure it for the meantime, but it will not my headache for very long. I can't stand this place. Everyone that I know always says "it's not that bad. People in different countries have it a lot worse". I'm sure that's true to some extent, but I want to see for myself. There is really nothing here worth praising. If there is it has nothing to do with the government and elections and politics. Nothing to do with America and being American. The things I would miss here are family and friends. They have nothing to do with this wreched country and it's racist, redneck rulers. How can we ever change anything when votes don't count and candidates don't represent us? This country has been white for so many years, it's not going to change anytime soon. The country is white, their interest are white, everything they stand for is white. No one counts unless you're white.