- Sep 11, 2007
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Mom is what I call her
But has she been that
My heart hurts
Because we don't have what my gurls and their mothers have....
A relationship
A friendship
Just confusion, pain, tears, and regret
Her telling me that she wished I wasn't here
Me thinking I was the cause of all her tears
Then realizing I never asked to be here
Why does she blame me for how her life turned out
what is all this hate all about
I was a young child when she first said "I hate you"
I never forgot but I forgave too
I love her but she confuses me
Her definition of love hurts crucially
Her words strike me
And they've scard me badly
I look for love now
For whoever will have me
I want things to be different
Hope she decides to care
Because I do love the woman I call MOM
And I want her to be there
But has she been that
My heart hurts
Because we don't have what my gurls and their mothers have....
A relationship
A friendship
Just confusion, pain, tears, and regret
Her telling me that she wished I wasn't here
Me thinking I was the cause of all her tears
Then realizing I never asked to be here
Why does she blame me for how her life turned out
what is all this hate all about
I was a young child when she first said "I hate you"
I never forgot but I forgave too
I love her but she confuses me
Her definition of love hurts crucially
Her words strike me
And they've scard me badly
I look for love now
For whoever will have me
I want things to be different
Hope she decides to care
Because I do love the woman I call MOM
And I want her to be there