Black Poetry : MOM?

Peachislove

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Mom is what I call her
But has she been that
My heart hurts
Because we don't have what my gurls and their mothers have....
A relationship
A friendship
Just confusion, pain, tears, and regret
Her telling me that she wished I wasn't here
Me thinking I was the cause of all her tears
Then realizing I never asked to be here
Why does she blame me for how her life turned out
what is all this hate all about
I was a young child when she first said "I hate you"
I never forgot but I forgave too
I love her but she confuses me
Her definition of love hurts crucially
Her words strike me
And they've scard me badly
I look for love now
For whoever will have me
I want things to be different
Hope she decides to care
Because I do love the woman I call MOM
And I want her to be there
 
Hi Peachislove
I do feel the pain in your flow deeply.
It's sad, but Moms don't know everything and some times
they attack the nearest and dearest person in there live when
they are faced with the responsibility of being a parent.
She' confuse as well. And you do love her,
and that means a lot
Much love to you sis. Feeling you on this. Release comes in the flow
Flow on sis

Peace~N~Love
 
I feel you..... deep! We don't know each other, but we in this one together. thank you for sharing. I know this one was tough to get off...

Mine gave me the world.. same as yours:
No map
Funny but we gotta be our own "momma"
From inside we feel right and wrong and know how to act..

Mine called me "n*****" and swung
I never swung back...
Everything in me
Wanted to react...

She said she loved me...
Brought the devil in our home..
A crackhead a rapist...
Wouldn't leave my sister alone...

I promise you precious one..
All wounds heal in time...
Get love as you can....
There's love on Destte
So when you feel alone.. please just sign on

There is a whole world out here my sis..
That feel your pain...
And you don't know me but I love you...
We one in the same game!

Much Peace Love and Balance for your life...

I'M GLAD YOU FORGAVE HER THAT'S A GREAT START... BUT THOSE WHO FORGET THE PAST ARE DOOMED TO REPEAT IT... THE WAY TO SURVIVE THIS, FROM MY EXPERIENCES IS TO BREAK THE CYCLE AND NOT PASS ON HATRED TO YOUR SEEDS........

STAY UP FAM!
 

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