Black Poetry : MOM?

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  1. Peachislove

    Peachislove Member MEMBER

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    Mom is what I call her
    But has she been that
    My heart hurts
    Because we don't have what my gurls and their mothers have....
    A relationship
    A friendship
    Just confusion, pain, tears, and regret
    Her telling me that she wished I wasn't here
    Me thinking I was the cause of all her tears
    Then realizing I never asked to be here
    Why does she blame me for how her life turned out
    what is all this hate all about
    I was a young child when she first said "I hate you"
    I never forgot but I forgave too
    I love her but she confuses me
    Her definition of love hurts crucially
    Her words strike me
    And they've scard me badly
    I look for love now
    For whoever will have me
    I want things to be different
    Hope she decides to care
    Because I do love the woman I call MOM
    And I want her to be there
     
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    Hi Peachislove
    I do feel the pain in your flow deeply.
    It's sad, but Moms don't know everything and some times
    they attack the nearest and dearest person in there live when
    they are faced with the responsibility of being a parent.
    She' confuse as well. And you do love her,
    and that means a lot
    Much love to you sis. Feeling you on this. Release comes in the flow
    Flow on sis

    Peace~N~Love
     
  3. MRS. LADY

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    I feel you..... deep! We don't know each other, but we in this one together. thank you for sharing. I know this one was tough to get off...

    Mine gave me the world.. same as yours:
    No map
    Funny but we gotta be our own "momma"
    From inside we feel right and wrong and know how to act..

    Mine called me "n*****" and swung
    I never swung back...
    Everything in me
    Wanted to react...

    She said she loved me...
    Brought the devil in our home..
    A crackhead a rapist...
    Wouldn't leave my sister alone...

    I promise you precious one..
    All wounds heal in time...
    Get love as you can....
    There's love on Destte
    So when you feel alone.. please just sign on

    There is a whole world out here my sis..
    That feel your pain...
    And you don't know me but I love you...
    We one in the same game!

    Much Peace Love and Balance for your life...

    I'M GLAD YOU FORGAVE HER THAT'S A GREAT START... BUT THOSE WHO FORGET THE PAST ARE DOOMED TO REPEAT IT... THE WAY TO SURVIVE THIS, FROM MY EXPERIENCES IS TO BREAK THE CYCLE AND NOT PASS ON HATRED TO YOUR SEEDS........

    STAY UP FAM!
     
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    Mom's troubles have overshadowed her love for you, and hopefully she will find her way out of her pain. It is quite touching that you can see past your mother's troubles to know that you love her. Peace.
     
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    i truely feel the hardship of your heart and the pain flicked upon you
    keep your head up and moving forward as all things will pass.........
     
  6. Peachislove

    Peachislove Member MEMBER

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    thank you

    This one was a hard to share but I knew sharing my piece with such wonderful people would definitly make me feel better. Dealing with this has been a struggle and I am going to make sure my child knows that I love them unconditionally! Much love!
     
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    I truely feel you and the greatest love is the love from one who know's love
     
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    What a wonderful place of healing. Much love to you my sistah!!!