I give up… I mean I tried, and I tried…. But no matter what I do, I just can’t seem to kill the pain that grips my insides. The woman I care for is gone… Now I’m under pressure, trying to find something to hope for… When a thought of her crosses my mind, I feel like I want to cry…. Dwelling on her is like a slow suicide, This woman has made me into a new man, but without her, this new man will die. I shouldn’t miss her so much… but I never met a girl like her before. What do I have to do get her off my mind? ****… I can hear her name in every song… Thoughts of her follow me through every room of my home… Like a winter without snow… I miss her so… Inside the mind of the lonely, I fell in love with the thought of never being alone again. I guess something are just too good to be true, now Im left without a friend. Why did she have to leave? I seem to always lose everything I care about…. This is like a cruel hex on my life, its a curse that follows me around…. I think about another man touching her, and it hurts my pride.... The part that really hurts me is that she has probably already moved on with her life, While Im stuck in the same place, still reminiscing on the good times. In time, moving on is what I must also do… Its just so hard to find something else to do with my time.