The key to happiness is finding a way to take all the negative energy and turn it into positive charge instead of living for love, I should learn to love living.. Instead of searching for a soul-mate, my soul should be searching for peace of mind I need to re-shift my focus like I’m driving a stick shift Ford... Concentrate on myself and let love mind its business just that very word makes me yearn for it... But I’m realizing I’ll never have what I desire I have to dedicate myself to being happy without love life holds many more pleasures and things to experience maybe I’m too young, maybe I’m not prepared... Even though I long for the feeling, I have to suppress it my energy will be spent on doing things to better myself and those around me I will continually strive towards contentment, without what I thought I needed life will be so much more enjoyable without the constant void in my heart no more feeling sorry for myself, no more loneliness only positive thoughts and meaningful actions I hope I don’t miss out on something beautiful with my new outlook... But if it waits until I stop searching and then shows up... I must have never been meant to be in love..... Derrick H.