Black Poetry : miseducation of love

ladybug

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Atlanta, GA
do u realize what u have done
and that all though we r through
the powers of you still be
cause it is yo **** that still controls me

****! i cant move on
not cause i am stuck
but because i only know wrong
to get a good man
is like mission impossible
i only know of ****ed up men
and to get him to do right is just impossible

i am stuck in a no win situation
i dont know what to do
whether i leave or stay
i will still get another ****ed up "you"
well at least with you
i know yo degrees
and i know exactly how ****ed up u can be

so i guess i'll stay
cause this is all i know
and well to leave u
will be probably too much more
more work to put in i mean
cause at least i have u trained
to do certain things

i hope and pray that u will change for me
and learn that one day
u will have to do right by me
i love you boy
and i want to make this **** work
but erytime i turn around
you lookin' up another ******* skirt

man what to do
i am stuck in da middle of your lies like glue
i dont know anything else
so why leave
i mean all i will attract
is more **** fleas
no one wants me
you told me so

so i guess i have to put up with this ****
or just go
but if i go
what will i do
cause i will miss all da times that
u used to tell me what to do
it made me feel loved
i know that may sound crazy to few
but at least he cared


**** what did i do

i mean was it me
was i not enough
i mean i even took on two jobs
so that i could buy u stuff
u said u loved me
but love would not hurt me
and that is all i have received

i think i betta leave
or else i will go insane
i have lost my self worth
and alot more for you
but u have not compensated me
for all the **** you took me through

well that was then and this is now

but ****! boy
why do i still feel like u are around
i cant move on
cause pain is all i know
and well i have it with or without you

so all i can say.......
is will u come back home
 
"but at least he cared" He cared about who? "but u have not compensated me for all the **** you put me through", no compensation can make up for whatever **** is dished out, and why would he put you through this if it was ever love? He wouldn't girl. And the feelings going on here are addiction, not love. The addiction can be broken and freedom can be found, and oh, what happiness that does bring. Lock those doors and don't let him in!! Once self worth is back around only then will a GOOD MAN be found. MOVE ON GIRL!

This was really a great piece, the feelings totally understood, so honest, and real. Very well said and written. Thank you for sharing.
 

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