I awoke because The rocking feeling was Making me nauseous. I was soaking wet from tears, Or had I been caught in a storm? You were lying next to me, But you did not feel close. Your body turned away from me As if your mind was insisting That my existence be ignored. In my insanity I weep. We use to be so close~ I STILL REMEMBER… You were the one that Taught me what I never knew About LIFE, about LOVE~ And you were the one who Made me a woman, And promised you’d never give up It use to be different I SWEAR! But my trail of breadcrumbs Disappeared. And I can’t find my way back. Don’t even know how I got here. Trapped in a place I no longer wish to be in. My bleeding heart tells The story of Sadists who Never learned That Love’s pain is unequaled. And he brings the pain, And keeps it coming. It hurt until The numbness wore off, And then loving him just hurt. And I started to see myself Fade away in his eyes, Then my body was forgotten. Now I lay with him alone, Body shivering, Drenched, And cold. And he sleeps. Doesn’t have a clue What he’s done to me… I was a fool to let Love happen.