Black Poetry : Michael Got Married

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  1. ShadeeLadee

    ShadeeLadee Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    I guess I got spoiled
    cause he kept begging me
    to take him back
    after he made me cry
    for the last time

    Yeah, he has a permanent
    place in my life
    gave me my first son
    and everything

    guess we’re tied
    by the heartstrings
    through our love child

    {he just like his daddy
    too} :)

    But I’m … trying to
    fight back hot tears
    and don’t really understand
    why

    I got a husband
    ...a real good man

    and he, Michael and me
    have been the best of friends

    guess I thought he’d
    stay single and free
    I mean, why else wouldn’t
    he have married me?

    I got use to seeing his
    women friends
    and as long as they
    respected my son
    it was all good

    But Michael got married
    and I’m still in shock
    cause I guess
    I never thought he would


    SWT
     
  2. alyce

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    Ms. Shadee

    I believe that in spite of it all, the closeness you share with your big and little guys, is unique, and very special.

    Your tears are for what could have been; nothing you can do but shed them. Know that it wasn't about you not being good enuff. Trust that this is the way it was meant to be.

    I feel you Ms. Ladee :heart:

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  3. Kitana

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    this one pulls at the heart...
    when someone is a first love/special love and you are forever connected through a child, it is hard to finally have to let go..

    but at the same time the connections you have will always be there and so will bind you to him in some way..
    sometimes love and the emotions it brings to the surface can be so sweet and painful at the same time...


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  4. ShadeeLadee

    ShadeeLadee Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Mz Mama A

    you know that I believe every word you be sayin....always thought Michael was playin, didn't trust a brotha. hmmmmmm :confused:

    Ms. Kitana, thank you for your soothing words. You are right; we are bound. There is a place I hold in his life that I share with no one. :wink:

    thank you for th comforting words, Ladies. :)

    SWT
     
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