Beloved MWkg Divine Seer MS: I haven't yet reach a level where I can interrupt all dreams, just some. A friend of mine is in need of help with their dream, and thank you in advance for your help. I wanted to share an experience with you so that I can get some insight into what is occuring in my life. Please read the story below which is a recollection of what occured about 5 years ago to me. I am seeking help in figuring out what I am suppose to be doing with my life as I can see that I have mis-managed it. I meditated for the first time sometime in March 2002. I had just experienced a fire and lost everything that I owned. One day I was talking with a friend who suggested that I needed to meditate. I ask him what for and he said it would calm me down so I asked him what I should do. His directions were to roll my head to the right around three times and then to the left three times. Then he told me to inhale and exhale three times. He explained that on the inhale I should imagine inhaling white light, beauty, peace, love, goodness, etc. and then when I exhale that I should imagine expelling darkness, sin, and anything bad. Then he said just sit there with your back straight and don't think about anything. Those were his only directions. Later that night I decided to take my friends advice. I sat in a chair and followed my friend's directions. After a short time I remember I began gasping for air and thought "oh my God I'm about to kill myself cause I wasn't thinking about anything and I forgot to breath". That's when a voice said " you can't forget to breath you remember that from school.you obviously are scared to die and you must be scared of God". So since I'm good for any dare I thought I bet you I don't think another thought and I did not. (By the way the voice talking to me is not an audible voice. I hear it in my head.) After that I seemed to have lost consciousness. When I began to regain consciousness I felt like I was sitting in a force field and I felt myself pulsating. This was strange as I had never experienced this before. I also heard what I thought were strange noises. I did not try to open my eyes, but sat there. As I sat there I said to myself "wow what's that" thinking to myself about the noises I was hearing. Then the voice answered "that's the blood rushing through your head, see, listen". I realized it was. All this time my body felt more alive then it does now. I felt everything, and I felt as if something was rising. Then I was surrounded by a purple light. Again I said "wow what's that", this time the response was strange. I was told that I was in my head. My response was "I can't be in my head.there's nothing there except this purple light, no brain, no nothing. I continued to think "this can't be" when I was shone the shadow of my cheekbones and other areas of my head. It was like being inside an X-ray of my head. I did not see the shadows until it was pointed out. So then I was like o.k. I am in my head.wow. After that I felt as if I began to spin very fast and lost consciousness again. Then I think I had an out of body experience as I remember seeing a bright light in the distance which was aware that I was there. Then I saw myself in a pod similar to the movie the Matrix surrounded by other people in pods. I don't remember anything after that. When I came to I jumped out of the chair and said out loud "oh my God I got to go to work and now I'm gonna be tired cause I didn't get any sleep", but the voice in my head said you won't be tired you weren't even there. Your body was at rest while you were gone." After that experience I could see things that I never saw before. But the most amazing thing happened 5 months later in August. In August, I was talking on the phone in my apartment in Atlanta. It was extremely hot, so I decided to put the fan by and open door and I had it blowing upward. After a while of talking on the phone I noticed that it appeared that heat was rising out of the fan. It looked kind of like heat rising off pavement, but I was inside! I thought to myself that it was strange but figured "hey it's Atlanta and it August.this probably always happens, and I probably never noticed it before." Almost as quick as I got that thought out it appeared that one green streak of light and one yellow streak of light either shot from behind me or out of my chest area and went to the fan and formed a pattern which floated to the wall and traveled up the wall. I did not comment to the person who I was on the phone with but said hold on. I watched the light travel up the wall and then disappear. Needless to say I was mystified. Then I had several thoughts about what I'd seen. First I thought it was a storm current, then the aliens trying to contact me, and then a spirit of someone who died in a nearby apartment. That's when the voice in my head said no, look up, so I did. That's when I saw a blue iridescent pin light moving all around the ceiling. I still did not realize that something or someone was communicating with me, but instead thought a friend must be outside shining the light inside so I ran to the door and looked out. No one was there, and by that time the light was gone. or so I thought. That's when I figured I must be going crazy and began to talk back with the friend I was on the phone with when the voice said "no, no, look up. So I told my friend to hold and began to slowly look up when I saw the blue iridescent light above my head. That's when I realized that whatever that was knew what I was thinking and was attempting to communicate with me. At that point I lost my cool and yelled "what the f". As soon as I did that the phone made a loud noise and went dead and the light disappeared. I also remember feeling the energy leave. I need help in understanding what is going on. At this point, because I have been searching since 2002 I am tired. I'm scared to meditate..I can't even calm my mind without some help, and I don't know what to do? Not to mention that my family and friends think I'm crazy or that I think I'm God. Can you please comment on some of this or all of it? I just need guidance. It is not my intention to be a burden. I am simply looking for direction so that I can clean up my life for good. Thank you for your consideration in advance.