I wondered if it was me if I was destined to watch and observe how love picked others to play with what grand love lesson is there that needs to be taught that I haven't learned? I love and laugh, compromise and support, however,.. I do have that nasty allergy to bull-sshhhh isshhh has raised stormy seas in my stomach, and turned brown eyes from blue to red So I packed its bags told it to call its boy Tired and his twin noncommittal to gather its belongings threw the remnants out and locked all entranceways It is but one of my perfect flaws please forgive I am a work in progress pardon me as I tidy up those who came before you didn't bother to stay and clean up If you had plans to mess me up, playa I'm sorry but you're a few years too late My stock is back on rise like a phoenix I rose from the ashes of broken hearts and promises too open and loving love the thought of it and its wonder caused hysterical blindness :driveby: I read, or it was told to me years ago, to never love one more than self, and at my infancy of learning my personal wisdom, I thought "How selfish!" Then I spent a totally selfish night alone with myself and realized how divine my own company was, and how in turn, I would be a suitable, enjoyable and engaging companion to friends, lovers and others because I know myself No fillers or preservatives GOD's child Moonchild Me, Child There is only one. Love yourself in the same selfish manner.