Black Poetry : Loves Fear

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  1. Sodwn2earth

    Sodwn2earth Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    I search for a way. A way of escape. Stuck between a rock and a hard place. I don’t know where to turn. My mind, a blank. I can’t bring myself to feel the same pain. I can only sit here as the darkness envelopes me. No. Why does it have to be torture? When he’s proven himself far more then worthy? Making a mockery of what I once was. I cannot.... I cannot. I am so lost. In need of so much guidance. I am defeated. Why? What bond keeps me chained, to a fate that doesn’t have to be inevitable? What will it take to break free, and finally reach what so rightfully belongs to me? I am lost. Eternally lost. In a pitch blackness I have placed upon myself. Too stuck in my own misguided fear, to put forth trust or faith. I am numb. Oh so numb. For a feeling I will not allow. Will this fear forever keep me as loves fool? Afraid...... of fear itself I suppose. What am I to do?
     
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    Fear don't follow us, we follow fear. Kick it to the curb, and unless you come back to get it, it will remain forever by the waste side. Not to mention, fear is the bus depot of all problems.
    I do understand the deepness of all you've said, thanks for sharing
     
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    one so fear the thoughts yet love fear not
    nice drop
     
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    What you wouldnt do for love.
    Nice piece.
     
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    Sometimes we dig ourselves so deep within the fear there appears to be no way out, yet there always is. Such depth to your words. Flow on.
     
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    Wonderfully and deeply felt scribe...

    Give your heart a chance and step out on faith...
    Love will come to you when it's time.
    In the meantime just enjoy the walk !

    Akilah :grouphug:
     
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    Your heart speaks out with such intensity... All you have to do is hold on... take it step by step... slowly things will become clear. Love and life are our greatest tests... hold on my love....
     
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    Sodwn2earth Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Thanx everybody for your support! I'm gingerly stepping out on a limb, and it has yet to break! So we shall see.....
     
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