How did I get here
... and what am I doing
My thoughts should be of her
Yet instead they are of you
She never talks
... never tells me what's going on
Mood swings
and
periods of "need to be by myself" syndrome
No love for poetry
which is 70% of who I am
The music I sing
she doesn't have an ear for
I thought she was the one
Blinded by her beauty
yet I never noticed the
disfigurement of her soul
But when I look at you
I feel complete
Whole
I feel like a King
Our hearts and souls connect
with a melody
of forever ...
Love, help me find a way out
of this relationship chamber
I am with her, but I wish to sing to you ~
How did I get here
... and what is it exactly that I am doing
Cerebrating on you
contemplating letting go of him
Speculating retrospect
and a reconsideration
of deducting myself
from his insententious equation
He doesn't listen
... never supports my decisions
meditates on "suppositions"
He gives me the
'third degree' of lone-ly
cross-questioning
my inquiries of
where he be
every time I watch him leave
His moon no longer bathes
in a bottle of my perfume
But I thought he was the one
and disregarded my own feelings
-- tears dripping from the fingers of dawn
He doesn't care
Yet, when I am with you
I feel so secure
Safe
I feel as though I am a Queen;
Goddess of an illusive sun
our hearts and souls intertwine
covering the cracks of emptiness
Your sun shadowboxes me
sifting the numbness from the day
Love, help me find a way out
of this relationship chamber
... I am with him, but I wish to shine for you ~
... and what am I doing
My thoughts should be of her
Yet instead they are of you
She never talks
... never tells me what's going on
Mood swings
and
periods of "need to be by myself" syndrome
No love for poetry
which is 70% of who I am
The music I sing
she doesn't have an ear for
I thought she was the one
Blinded by her beauty
yet I never noticed the
disfigurement of her soul
But when I look at you
I feel complete
Whole
I feel like a King
Our hearts and souls connect
with a melody
of forever ...
Love, help me find a way out
of this relationship chamber
I am with her, but I wish to sing to you ~
How did I get here
... and what is it exactly that I am doing
Cerebrating on you
contemplating letting go of him
Speculating retrospect
and a reconsideration
of deducting myself
from his insententious equation
He doesn't listen
... never supports my decisions
meditates on "suppositions"
He gives me the
'third degree' of lone-ly
cross-questioning
my inquiries of
where he be
every time I watch him leave
His moon no longer bathes
in a bottle of my perfume
But I thought he was the one
and disregarded my own feelings
-- tears dripping from the fingers of dawn
He doesn't care
Yet, when I am with you
I feel so secure
Safe
I feel as though I am a Queen;
Goddess of an illusive sun
our hearts and souls intertwine
covering the cracks of emptiness
Your sun shadowboxes me
sifting the numbness from the day
Love, help me find a way out
of this relationship chamber
... I am with him, but I wish to shine for you ~
... please make yourself at home ... 