A heart so big a passion so strong, Just longing for someone to hold on, Feelings that consume me, needing to be released, Indirectly searching for that emotional peace, Wishing for a savior, hoping to see the light, That shines when happiness feels so right, Yearning for the touch, the sweet gentle kiss, All these things are what I truly miss, Needing to be needed wanting to be loved, Tired of the loneliness that I have become so a custum of. I struggle with my thoughts I wonder why me. I am worthy of happiness, love, trust, and honesty. The days are long but the years pass fast. When I look back I cannot help but ask myself Why did I waste my time on that. But I guess it has all been a lesson for me Because now I see the bull**** before the bull**** sees me. I know this life has something in store for me. Because the man above won’t let something so great go to waste. And I am going to chill and not be in a haste. I’m cruzing at a slow steady pace. Seeing it for what it is and not for what I want it to be. Because no one can love me more than I can love me.