I gave you my body with out question. Maybe I thought it would make you want the me that you didnt know yet. I guess while I layed in your arms and my heart starting slipping into your hands I thought you were giving me back in return. But the realization I make as I lay at night fighting myself because I did something so stupid. SOmething women have done for years and probably always will. Is simply this. There is nothing on my body that could make you love me. THe time I should have taken to let you learn the me that you would love forever. The time I should have taken to let you see how much more I am worth than this. And even though my body calls out for you with need. And even though the thought of you makes my heart skip. And even though I know you will probably never love me more than the love thats made in that bed. I cant make my heart stop loving you. I cant take back what I have already given. I lost myself to you.