I have lost
I have lost a million things over time
but nothing like this, I am unraveling
I lay awake alone at night
questioning what is was I didn't do right
I have lost time and pure thoughts
I have lost all of our foughts
over this child
and now you want to comfort me
where were you when our child still be in my belly?
No matter what they say
i will neva forget feelin this way
He tells me I am being selfish
when the 3am phone calls I abolish
I have lost him and I don't care
selfish or not I really don't think its fair
that he can go on with his life
as I were not maimed carrying this strife
as if I have not lost what i dreamed would be
sometimes I imagined us a happy family
crazy, I know, and unrealistic
but in this situation no sense being pessimistic
Reality check and I knew
alone I would be as our child grew
and I would smile and think of our son or daughter
I have lost a million things over time
but nothing like this, I am unraveling
I lay awake alone at night
questioning what is was I didn't do right
I have lost time and pure thoughts
I have lost all of our foughts
over this child
and now you want to comfort me
where were you when our child still be in my belly?
No matter what they say
i will neva forget feelin this way
He tells me I am being selfish
when the 3am phone calls I abolish
I have lost him and I don't care
selfish or not I really don't think its fair
that he can go on with his life
as I were not maimed carrying this strife
as if I have not lost what i dreamed would be
sometimes I imagined us a happy family
crazy, I know, and unrealistic
but in this situation no sense being pessimistic
Reality check and I knew
alone I would be as our child grew
and I would smile and think of our son or daughter