It hurts so much, I think of you. The things I didn't say. Lost Friendship! It's raining now. I always wanted to write about the rain. I have memories of mid-western rain storms... Well it's here. Unlike before it's pouring through me like a violent torrential river. It's intense metallic rage, has ripped apart something good. Resonance.. so loud, I don't remember this sound. How could I deceive you? The lie, the truth. Like the coast of Seattle days, and days of rain. Music rain, pounding rain, the sweetness of rain will be forever a memory now. Lost Friendship...silence was the crime. I need to share this with you. In hindsight, I Lost Friendship! In prescience I knew. It was stupid. I am sorry!