Black Poetry : LIVING A LIE

Securenote

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Nov 1, 2004
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I enjoy being wrapped within the tenderness of
my Milk Chocolate Covered man.
Yet in my unconsciousness a warning flag goes off
letting me know of the wrong I am currently exploring.
Shamefully admitting to breaking the heart of that Carmel Love of mine.
I am slipping and falling quickly out of Carmel love's reach.
It is because of you, my Milk Chocolate Covered man that things are falling apart.

There is no disgrace I feel while savoring every moment of our love making.
Our bodies move in a rhythmic sequel with one another.
Your musical tune My Beautiful Milk Chocolate is all I hear.
your hot breath upon my neck commands me to hold you tight, and firmly within my arms.
Again, that thought of my breaking someone's trust creeps back into my mind.
My Milk Chocolate Covered man's kiss, blots out these thoughts.

I have tried so hard to cut off these feelings I have for you.
But you smile at me with such confidence and I melt.
Here I lie within your arms not thinking of anyone else,
nor caring what I do with you by my side.
During our stolen moments we share together,
I have bared my soul to you.
Yet!
my soul was bared to another before you came along.

Memories of another brings a taste of Caramel into my mouth.
Quickly full lips are held against my lips, and I'm sprung.
When I sink down again into your arms, we immediately become passionate lovers.
Love making with you is hot and sultry with all the writings of lust.
My mind is constantly consume with only our togetherness,
The time for us to part is closing in.
The knowing of this separation brings a bitter taste to my mouth.

I've lost my desire for that which awaits my return.
That flavor in which I stole these moments
from for you, sits quietly waiting.
It smiles with tenderness, and still holds tight to a fading love.
No matter how much time I spend away with my Milk chocolate
That flavor has no clue of my love for you.
All the flavor knows is me, its true love.

I keep thinking of how I'm living this double life between my Milk Chocolate Covered man and my Caramel Love.
Yet as I lay in Carmel Love's arms,
I only can visualize you holding me.
My Caramel Love still holds onto his trust of me.
In his eyes there is this eternal flame of love for me.
A prisoner I remain and my double life begins to surround me in a unique oneness.

I lay across my bed while at home and think only of you.
There were times, I look into
your eyes pleading my love for only you.
My heart warn me that you will have mistrust of me.
For you have witness and became a part of my ability to camouflage as I duck someone to lay,
and surrendered myself unto you.

As lovers, we are like Marvin Gaye and Tammy Terrell
in a love song.
However, I do understand your pondering question of
my love for you.
Your doubt of it all lies with seeing me cheat on my Carmel Love, while with you.
My Carmel love was so sweet once upon time.
Then came you!
Did I ever tell you how I Love Pecan Tan?

© Copyrighted January,2005 VR
a/k/a SECURENOTE/SECRETMEMO
 

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