Life seems but a sunset Years of endless discovery a constant raging battle feeling fatigue every now and then. Still…., still wait patiently for the sun to rise for just once in a lifetime when all I did was compromise hard to distinguish the truth from the lies. Every period leaving behind a distinct mark seems dusk keeps calling upon the dark. Look for my Father’s substitute who was promised to me at birth even before i entered this earth if only you could be like the Heavenly one make my sun rise, know me through and through know the essence of the daughter that was promised to you. Representation for half of My creation mere acceptation got me running circles of frustration, clouding my perception. You were supposed to mould my eyes make my stars rise high above the skies but disrupted harmony increased my agony, the beginning of my sun setting. Wanted you to enlighten my view See a father, teacher, a man in all his glory Discover all of this beauty in you But man figure out of sight Got me looking for that fundamental light, in those who looked alike to be mine in storm and shine. Blessed so(u)lely by the Devine, we would sing love songs till dawn. And so dawn came, but neither their hearts nor faces were the same. The solidness of my soul crumbled between their cold fingers Left behind (again) weeping and regaining disillusioned without a sense of direction scraping every splinter back together. Run away broken and humiliated deeply scarred and barely naked to disappear into the comfort of the darkness. The time has come to move on west Find my bearings and redefine my quest Will try not to look back once I might freeze and turn to salt Blaming life for all of man’s faults happiness come shine my way all the while wait patiently for that day life won’t seem to be just setting on me.