Letter to Jonnie Jonnie, i lust you very much, maybe too much, as my mother would say. I used to enjoy going to work just to see you there, with your sexy lips, sexy eyes and sexy to die for smile. Everytime we were together, we flirted with each other in an unusual way. Even though i didn't know you that well i lusted you. I used to dream of making love with you and having you child almost every night. When your sister died, i was in pain, i didn't know your sister but i felt your pain. I was to afraid to open up to you, because of the fear of being hurt. Jonnie, i regret that i didn't tell you how i felt about you. Now that we don't see each other. I regret not going out with you. People would get on us about our age, you are 28 and i am 20. Even though in my mind as well as yours age didn't matter. To end this letter, i hope to meet you again very soon. Like my man R. Kelly onced said, "oh i, wish i could turn back the hands of times." God knows how we feel, if its ment to be, we shall meet again.