Danm!! I was a fool AGAIN
I...let my
wall down too soon
Exposed and naive I
allowed him to achieve
his mission
although wasn't
submissin to
his demands...this
Mofo got me trippin!
Thought one day I'd
claim him as my
~mate~
don't want a love with
no love and lust that's
Tainted with mistrust...not my
~fate~
locks too tight
pulling~straining
brain cells...phyche
ain't straight we...
had a horiffic debate and
~last night I cried~
before we met I
was his Queen *thick thick*
Suddenly, I'm a PUNK?
This man is SICK!
This brotha of Masonry's
got me...
somewhat confused about
what's true
based on knowledge and truth or
christianity?
Lord...are you hearin' my plea?
Refuse to be his case of
charity.
Wondering what dream he's
chasin'
facin' my
reality I'm...AGAIN claimin the Lord
GOD as my
All~in~All as I...
WAIT, DELIGHT AND ABIDE...
ON HIM, IN HIM, AND BY HIM...
like an anthropologist
searching~
probing~
soil for artifacts I'm...
searching~
probing~
my soul for the
PeaceLoveN'Happiness
I deserve
~last night I cried~
because I realized that I don't need a man to validate me or
make me feel complete.
*just another baby step into my spiritual/emotional freedom*
(c)2001EssenceofAminata all rights reserved
I...let my
wall down too soon
Exposed and naive I
allowed him to achieve
his mission
although wasn't
submissin to
his demands...this
Mofo got me trippin!
Thought one day I'd
claim him as my
~mate~
don't want a love with
no love and lust that's
Tainted with mistrust...not my
~fate~
locks too tight
pulling~straining
brain cells...phyche
ain't straight we...
had a horiffic debate and
~last night I cried~
before we met I
was his Queen *thick thick*
Suddenly, I'm a PUNK?
This man is SICK!
This brotha of Masonry's
got me...
somewhat confused about
what's true
based on knowledge and truth or
christianity?
Lord...are you hearin' my plea?
Refuse to be his case of
charity.
Wondering what dream he's
chasin'
facin' my
reality I'm...AGAIN claimin the Lord
GOD as my
All~in~All as I...
WAIT, DELIGHT AND ABIDE...
ON HIM, IN HIM, AND BY HIM...
like an anthropologist
searching~
probing~
soil for artifacts I'm...
searching~
probing~
my soul for the
PeaceLoveN'Happiness
I deserve
~last night I cried~
because I realized that I don't need a man to validate me or
make me feel complete.
*just another baby step into my spiritual/emotional freedom*
(c)2001EssenceofAminata all rights reserved