Knowing what I was getting into Can I ask to change the rules I put through. Knowing you have this other life Knowing that you have a "wife" Knowing I may not be ready Knowing I just left my steady Not knowing what your answer will be All I am thinking about is me. Can I risk if the answer is no. What if all I am is your current ho. What do I expect you to say? That you'd love to come and stay. Knowing all I know and still I want a go . . . So when you ask me what I am thinking Shut up, think about what you asked and just keep drinking.