(juss vibe y'all) well. never thought it would come down to-- me seeing you laying there motionless... thought you'd live forever-- u were an ICON in my dilated puplis-- bright-shining omniscence in my young mind-- i thought you were invincible-- infallible-- and felt no pain... but you felt pain and you weren't invincible-- and you cried tears too and sometimes felt rainy days and fell short of an icon-- but u are my icon-- and you are invincible-- and you are alive-- as a matter of fact i see you seeing me-- seeing soon...in perfect form-- where tears and rainy days-- cease to exist i love you and you took part of me with you. you took most of me with you. when i thought i hadn't a reason to live-- now i know i do. i should fulfill my purpose-- whatever it might be and-- see u once again-- i promise i'll see you there with grandma and grandad-- the grandad i never knew-- we'll sit and talk lifetimes over-- and laugh like we are the funniest people we've ever heard-- now whenever i think of you-- i see that icon... that shining sun of a man that dilated my young pupils and fertilized my young mind-- i love you. i'll miss you. because you were you. and never anyone else. i'm with you. and you are still alive-- because all of you is with me. manifested.