I know this is common...for those who kind of relate may you offer some suggestion. Right now, I'm trying to determine why I want to continue to be involved. Maybe the long distance is getting to me but I've been able to stick it out for almost a year. Or maybe I'm still a little subconciously upset that he went MIA for a month to clear his head. Or maybe our relationship is just stale. I don't know. I do know that I love him and I know that I'm in love with him. But its like I'm searching for reasons to stick around...like forcing myself to stay with him. I'm suposed to see him in a week. Maybe we just need to regroup. The only advice, if you wanna call it that, is that I need to stop thinking so much and just let things happen.