Khasm13 : just another lonely night...

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  1. Khasm13

    Khasm13 STAFF STAFF

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    empty pillows
    weeping willows
    my heart still flows...............................
    empty
    eventhough skilled hoes
    tempt me
    i patiently wait for a love supreme
    matching half my dreams
    apperances of daily experiences
    look like schemes
    why can't i find a physical body to lean
    on
    why do all the people i meet seem so
    wrong
    for what i want and need
    does every woman want to bleed
    me clean?
    i search for a soul serene
    to share my potent gene
    not concerned about my green
    moreso concerned with my intentions and what i really mean
    when i say...i want to spend my life with you
    i'm tired of temporary fixes coming thru
    booty calls
    shared alcohol
    i'm tired of say'n...shake it shake it shake it
    when really i'm faking it
    after 2 dates i'm taking it?
    [email protected]
    i'm tired of women telling me
    i got a man
    but we can still get down
    yo...truthfully...how does that sound?
    i'm tired of having friends
    and still being alone
    if it wasn't for a special friend
    by now...i would have gone crazy in da dome...
    in nights of bitter darkness
    my heart feels heavy like stone...
    is plastic dreams what i own?
     
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    $$RICH$$ Lyon King Admin. STAFF

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    man brutha i feel ya on this
    i know all about these kinda nights
    tyte str8 up flow loving how u drop dis one
     
  3. watzinaname

    watzinaname Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    You brought it real, I'm sure many can feel this, cause it flows of truth. One can only hope that the right person will come your way. Flow on brotha.
     
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    disappointed all my life
    have just about given up on finding a wife
    everyone's had so many many issues
    drawn me into their dysfunction
    or else they've flipped and turned
    suddenly leaving
    unstability reigns supreme
    leaving me at home alone once again
    I live off my own strength
    for I'd rather be alone than
    with poison
    toxic people chip away at faith
    make love feel like a futile race
     
  5. triniti424

    triniti424 Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Just anotha long…lonely….night
    And try as I might
    I cant understand
    I can not understand
    I can not…understand…
    Someone make me understand
    Why…
    Why…
    Please tell me why…
    “My heart still flows”
    endless as DE-“NILE” (denial)
    waiting for something as unreal as purity
    in search of something given so sparingly
    real…love in truth and prosperity
    while hearts go broken (again)
    and again (while I pretend)
    and again
    the end
    and then??
    Sitting by open windows watching the days drift by
    As I die
    A daily death
    Breathing shallow breaths
    And puff, puff passsssssss- da F`~`~`~`~`~ out
    Because without a doubt
    I am weary of this tawdry dreary hopelessness
    I am weary of this pretend to befriend only
    To be found out in the end
    And attempt to defend
    Me
    I want someone to see me
    Not the excess
    Because I must confess
    That there is nothing left in me
    That can bear played out GQ game pimpery
    Gigolo 101 buy one get one lines for free
    I cant do it
    It can not be me
    It can not be me
    I don’t want it to be me
    Because my solidity is barely
    Barely
    That
    If it were not for a solo star from afar
    Kept my eyes aglow and my spirits adrift
    ....as we drift...
    on this pathetic mist that we call life
    Super nova phenomenon’s lessoning my strife
    And as I close my eyes lest I cry
    To death
    From the breath of this painful poetic possession
    I can only go on…and dream of succession
    ************
    may you find the peace you need my brotha :grouphug: :heart: :grouphug:
     
  6. jazzymoonchild

    jazzymoonchild Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Brother,

    Just know that you are not the only one with this lonely spirit. Some days I'm really good, other days, the loneliness is palpable. Diggin this sad flow. Much love...
     
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    angelicsage Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    ~~ Relating ~~~
    more than I'd like
    this flow was
    the truth

    ~Sage~
     
  8. moham

    moham Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    hey khasm,

    i can also relate to what you're saying. Sad isn't it? Nice thread.
    greetz.moham
     
  9. Poeticsoulsista

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    Awww :crying: sweet heart I know exactly how you feel. I'm surrounded by "friends" but I'm always lonely. My best friend is the only man I know that truely loves me for me besides my da da (lol) and has been by my side. If it wasn't for him I would have been gone crazy. Your poem was very heart felt. Why is it the Talented Good brothas are always being used, then women scream I can't find a good man. My best friend goes through the same thing. We're lucky to have each other. Hang in there

    Much love and Respect
    Poetic
     
  10. deepy

    deepy going above and beyond PREMIUM MEMBER

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    khasm
    i love this side you have been showing lately...I hope the pain of it will
    go away...it obviously doesn't hinder your creative juices..i really like this vulnerability...
     
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