just a thought: have you ever lost inspiration for a long time? so much that.... it makes you turn into something you never wanted to become?? for example, if you, for the past 3 years have been writing poetry and it was never hard to come up with something all of a sudden couldn't find any reason to write? could it be that your inspiration was some kind of a faze? if not, how do you explain not being able to come up with one line, even when you're right in front of the one thing that inspires you most? but hey, it's just a thought.