Ok I was just letting go of somethings that were running around in my head. Needed to get it out. I am not sure if I know where it came from. But there it is. Slowly it creeps in. Uninvited and unexpected. Innocently conversations and sharing build a bond that soon evolves into something that you are too scared to define. Your head is telling you to turn around and run the other direction. Your heart is telling you that running is the last thing you want to do so you stay. And in staying you have decided to open yourself to whatever is to come. You refuse to look past the present because the future holds uncertainty. Living for the moment. You want to live for the moment but you forget that you can get caught in the moment. See there are no answers for all the questions you are asking your self. It is funny how attraction can affect you so.