What to do
I could always cry and be crushed beneath the mountain of “thank you but f_ _ _k off” rejection letters
But for now I wont
I could beat myself up for the mistakes and missed opportunities that, I have embraced that resigned me to this place
But for now I will not
I could go postal and blame everyone but me
But for now
I will not
What I would really like to do is to do it for myself
And thumb my nose at friends and foe’s alike
All of whom rejected me in my time of need like Some dirty stinky ***
Or even worse just apathetically forgot about me and my search for equity with my advanced degree in this land of opportunity
as life pummels me into the reality that things just ain’t like they said it would be once you get your degree.
Black on black crime is evident at 6:00 and 10:00 EVERYDAY
But black to black support is as mythical as a white winged pony
But that’s alright
I shall rise and when I do
Her’s a GIANT shout outs of a thousand F_ _k youzz
To all you-- “what’s up” glad I got a job, better you then me ******
Who wouldn’t look out for another no matter the degree
Cus you scarred massa may see
And question your loyalties.
I will rise
And hob nobbin with you selfish browned skinned bro’s is not my plan
I will see you broke *** pay check to pay check posers come retirement when you short sighted bama’s are livin in poverty and I am set up in luxury cus that’s my true destiny With or without your help
BUT for now I gotta tell you - These shore are some heavyass bootstraps (lol)
I could always cry and be crushed beneath the mountain of “thank you but f_ _ _k off” rejection letters
But for now I wont
I could beat myself up for the mistakes and missed opportunities that, I have embraced that resigned me to this place
But for now I will not
I could go postal and blame everyone but me
But for now
I will not
What I would really like to do is to do it for myself
And thumb my nose at friends and foe’s alike
All of whom rejected me in my time of need like Some dirty stinky ***
Or even worse just apathetically forgot about me and my search for equity with my advanced degree in this land of opportunity
as life pummels me into the reality that things just ain’t like they said it would be once you get your degree.
Black on black crime is evident at 6:00 and 10:00 EVERYDAY
But black to black support is as mythical as a white winged pony
But that’s alright
I shall rise and when I do
Her’s a GIANT shout outs of a thousand F_ _k youzz
To all you-- “what’s up” glad I got a job, better you then me ******
Who wouldn’t look out for another no matter the degree
Cus you scarred massa may see
And question your loyalties.
I will rise
And hob nobbin with you selfish browned skinned bro’s is not my plan
I will see you broke *** pay check to pay check posers come retirement when you short sighted bama’s are livin in poverty and I am set up in luxury cus that’s my true destiny With or without your help
BUT for now I gotta tell you - These shore are some heavyass bootstraps (lol)
