Coming from my heart
Roaming in my mental
Placing the words carefully
As I open up and let it just flow
I tried to work this out
I tried to talk to you
Have you understand
But you closed me out…
Told me I was silly just crazy
Never really looking within me
To see I have grown….
Knowing I am a woman
Not a child…..with a mind
of my own…..
The feeling I know is not the same…
It was like a game within a dream..
Trying so long to hold on..
but it is no longer easy.
Some say I was a fool to even give you
The chance to hurt my heart….
Deprive me of a life I wanted…
The fights
the yelling
the belittling
And then when you hit me
I stay thinking it would be ok
Thinking…………..
It was all
my fault…
But you never felt my pain
As I slowly die inside
Folded away not to be seen
And no one not even you
Took a chance to
notice……
I know its time to move on..
But your all I know
So how do I?
my mind and soul
twisted in this change.
But its time to move on……
From my heart I broke down and cried
Because I never knew what love was…..
But I stayed…..in the darkness of my mind
Depression sat
Screaming in a hush
Yearning to break out its walls…
but you didn’t notice
sad when I thought
I could grow to love you
But I grew and closed myself in….
Wasted my time
Lost my dream
Older and wiser
But all I know is your way….
Now it is time to
Learn my way
and be who I am to be…
its time to
move
on……….
A blkangel thang.....2004
Roaming in my mental
Placing the words carefully
As I open up and let it just flow
I tried to work this out
I tried to talk to you
Have you understand
But you closed me out…
Told me I was silly just crazy
Never really looking within me
To see I have grown….
Knowing I am a woman
Not a child…..with a mind
of my own…..
The feeling I know is not the same…
It was like a game within a dream..
Trying so long to hold on..
but it is no longer easy.
Some say I was a fool to even give you
The chance to hurt my heart….
Deprive me of a life I wanted…
The fights
the yelling
the belittling
And then when you hit me
I stay thinking it would be ok
Thinking…………..
It was all
my fault…
But you never felt my pain
As I slowly die inside
Folded away not to be seen
And no one not even you
Took a chance to
notice……
I know its time to move on..
But your all I know
So how do I?
my mind and soul
twisted in this change.
But its time to move on……
From my heart I broke down and cried
Because I never knew what love was…..
But I stayed…..in the darkness of my mind
Depression sat
Screaming in a hush
Yearning to break out its walls…
but you didn’t notice
sad when I thought
I could grow to love you
But I grew and closed myself in….
Wasted my time
Lost my dream
Older and wiser
But all I know is your way….
Now it is time to
Learn my way
and be who I am to be…
its time to
move
on……….
A blkangel thang.....2004