People are never aware. They hardly take notice,or see me standing there. I don't mean it,if i do stare. I do care,but sometimes life is not fair. I try to make all the right choices,and to be with folks who are blessed with great voices. I stand before people and i choke. My voice stops and starts and croaks. Usually then i am ashamed to be near folks. It pains me and hurts that some consider this a joke. I am like the other lead character in Miami Vice,but if it is a speaking engagement. I must think twice and almost always deferred to my loving wife. It was hell! I like most stuttering people want to yell! "If you give me a chance you might think i'm swell." "Oh well!" They would have already have left and again i would have failed. People are going to see,what they want to see,and i'm okay with me. Stutter's have to believe,that they have the right to breathe.