You said it's ok to miss someone. and it is, ok... to ease your mind takes more than a day Weeks, months, years, sometimes a lifetime goes by. And we still have to ask ourselves, why? Why couldn't you hold on? Why couldn't you wait? Why did you have to get out of dodge by my birth date? The answers to some questions are longer than you've been waiting to find out the reasons for all the hesitating fabricating recreating the wheel, it keeps on turning like the world just keeps revolving around us, around you and the one who left, without solving the problems. I'm sorry you're sad. He'll always love you, and he'll always be your dad.