The new year is coming, and each day I feel less and less. Should I question what is real? If you take my hand do I feel it? Or do I shake it loose like it's a lie? If you hug me, do I embrace you back? Do I squeeze you tight? Is it strength I lack? Am I strong enough to let you kiss me, caress me, take me to your bed and make me feel free? Is there feeling enough in me, to allow you to love me? I pray what remains in me, will do.