I have known my first love now for about three years ( we're not together now), and in the past we have had some differences but no matter how much we try to move on, we end up keeping in touch anyway. Speaking for myself, I always have him on my mind and have a deep desire to be with him again but I do not want to interfer with his life. Time and time again we have tried to discuss our feelings towards each other and get back together but something bad always happend! Recently he had told me that he thought I was the "one" and I had never knew that he honestly felt that way about me. He always had a hard time expressing his feelings but he expects me to know how he feels. And then again instead of telling me he'll just run away from the whole situation, and let it be and I don't know what to think. He is the only guy that even when I see him today, that makes me nervous like the first time we met. When I see him I just want to shower him with hugs and kisses. Also the times that I do call him it feels awkward because I get this feeling that I shouldn't be calling him unless I am his girl and I get that vibe from him. But he'll complain when I don't call and check up on him. I don't know what to think or if what I feel for him is true. What should I do?