Peace,
You add on with Gods and they know you got internet lessons? Do these Gods know that you advocate getting lessons from the internet? Are you serious? And you have no educator? When was the last time you added on with these people, 99? Either they don't know what you're doing or the don't know any better themselves. Where do you rest at and where is this cipher you're talking about? I gots to check you out because what you're saying ain't adding up square....... period.
Let me ask you are some real basic and simple questions. How right and exact could you possibly be trying to add on to anyone's understanding of what we teach when you're dealing with grafted lessons from the gate? How do you equate those kinds of actions with intelligence (Wisdom)? By your own admission you've already been advised about trying to add on without knowledging 120 and now I find out you might at best have as far as the student enrollment. You think that's how we teach? You think with this mixed, diluted and tampered with perspective on how we do things that you're qualified to represent Allah's Nation? We teach newborns to pay attention (do the knowledge). You're at the beginning stages of doing this since you've barely even gotten into our curriculum.
Peace
Precise