my struggle is with my desirer. In this never ending game. I recognize the conseques. I recognize the shame Disentangle from my reality. Reconnected by my pain My passion driven by insanity Slowly driven me insane. Unpredictable the man in me. My life is headed towards the grave. Count up in this web of fantasy By my sins I’ve been enslave. My tradegy is what’s real to me. A certainty that’s hard to kill I fight the demons that’s deep inside me I nurse a wound that never heels. You’re my fire my one desire my night inside my day My center piece that savage beast Who love and walk away That photograph of a baby laugh The nightmare who steals my dreams The pain inside my broken heart The terror inside my scream You control my every emotion My heart is yours to own I feel pain the moment you leave my side When were together I feel alone This situation is comprehensible Yet hard to comprehend It’s like an on going dilemma It’s like a song that never ends. I have no tolerance it eludes my vocabulary The consequence stands no ground You see freedom seem unnecessary And clarity no were to be found It’s like I’m imprison by my every decision I’m trapped inside my own façade I feel my next move becoming fatal because obsession has become my god You have become my higher power A power greater then I could every be The very thing that make me smile The demon that’s deep inside of me I fight you with everything that I know Then surrender to your seductive charm The enchantment of your tender ways The passion inside your arms. I only see what you won’t me to see Because that’s what I choose to see I can’t relinquish the hold that you have Because that’s were I choose that’s to be I choose the dark in spite of the light I choose the loaded gun Life would appear if I face my fear But I choose to duck and run So I linger inside of my misery. And I give to there’s nothing left Because I just looking for somebody to love me, Until I can learn to love my self.