As I watch myself, I try to stop myself. I’ve been this way already. My heart I try to hold it steady, Cause I know it’s not ready, To be let down again. I’ve seen this part of my life before, And it left me trying to escape, Through a window or an open door, Not even trying to wait, Around to see if there was more. As I feel myself, I try to reel myself, Back into reality, And out of this fantasy mind frame. Thinking that you would remember my face, That you would even remember my name. How wrong was I… My hopes were too high. But can I say that when they dropped, They became fortified? I beg to deny… But at least I can identify, When I’m in too deep… Maybe just in time to save, You….