I glance at this life from the shot in my long lens Lights, Camera, Action... IM ready to act out.... read the script of the world Told to pretend that IM thin And those delicacy that I desire from time to time Are causing me to plump in areas that should be flat...Fat! I spend most of my time day dreaming, mesmerized by Fantasies that keep me away from the reality of this life. Twice in love, yet love, loved not me ...spent days learning New ways to summarize we, still there was no he And I cry at night from a pain that is unknown But its here, in my heart I can feel it. I can smell the left over aroma of love Taunting the thoughts in my head IM careful not roll on his side of the bed I mother emotions fathered by a child hungry In the middle of the night crying.. I wonder aimlessly. in search for love!