He soothes my soul in the worst way He holds me and our moment takes my pain away. The feelings I have for him are strong...stronger than love can ever be But guess what....this guy doesn't love me. He loves the program of which we both chose to follow I caught feelings and him not loving me is a hard pill to swollow he's perfect in my eyes, and my hearts screamin to him I guess I'm not loud enough Because he can't hear my cries. He prolly thinks I'm weak and too young to understand his past but I'd go thru it with him, if I could be the woman he has. I shake my head at how things could be And I aint perfect but our love would be perfect if he loved me!