I just want to say that we as a people need to step up to the plate when it comes to our emotions because someone's heart is a terrible thing to play with! Flo- Real It seems so hard to commit to take those inner most precious feelings and try to submit...them...to...you saying you love someone can be hard to do but by doing so, what have you got to lose especially when you know that they love you back instead of being a man and steppin to the challenge you find reasons to fight it, by being extra manish, so this is how you react I ask if you are ready for me to be your girl...you say no but are at my house everyday even if it means you going out of your way just trying to be a serious factor in my world making love to me everynight, & don't let me be in public with another man, then you bout ready to start a fight but your not ready for a woman at this moment right? behind closed doors we lovey dovey, and in the public you won't even kiss or hug me when your not home, it's funny how all of your people know where to call to find you what's up patna yo! you at flo's house? yea you know how I do! please spare me the wack lines that are heard from time to time. "I'm too busy" "I'm scared of being hurt again" "Im just not ready for another relationship" "I don't trust women" "I gotta reputation to uphold" "I will settle down when i'm 40 years old" even going and participating in family affairs and would get an attitude if you couldn't be there but I guess you were taught that playin with people's heart was fair because that's exactly what you are doing to me got me dangling, like a baby over the balcony not knowing wether I will live or die and you with your raw dealings, gettin close to my siblings, & toying with my feelings not making a choice between love or a lie why? do you want to be with me? you don't know? then why are you still here? when that thing called love... keeps you held down in fear playing sefish roullette with my heart when someone else desires to be in your spot holding me forever near they say it's a thin line between love and hate, but I feel it's a thick line between sharing emotions and being fake see it's 2k5 and still we as a people allow confusion to overtake us to this day. letting it rule out our soul's desire as if in anyway it's okay my brutha's and sista's I'm here to let you know that there is a betta way a simple I love you is all you have to say... breaking a heart daily to decipher whether you love or not is cruel and harsh it's the number #1 reason in america why so many women are behind bars. I can't say that I blame them, because this act of cruelty crept up on me... suddenly I found myself weighing in the balance, waiting to find out if he was my soulmate indefinately till one day he...just... stopped, and for a minute my heart dropped! because I heard that actions speak louder than words and he was definately by now an activist invoking much love action but still saying with his mouth that nuttin was happenin. but I thank god for allowing me...to set my mind free...& to let go easy. giving me strength to release the excess baggage of the situation and when it came to you walking away... in your step ...there was hesitation when in the first place all you had to say was... I love you!