Black Poetry : If they only would know me.....

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  1. Auroraflower

    Auroraflower Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    if they would only.....


    knowing i am a believer of their words...
    swollow them like a child somthimes.....



    ""i love you...""
    ""i am going to call you..""
    ""i like you...""
    ""youre my soulmate.....""
    ""youre my soulmate sister friend...""



    give me a break ...
    come on now...

    ssss if you are not shure...
    it take one second to pull youre lips together...


    OH no its not that............I forgive you we are not perfect.. .....?
    ALWAYS ! .....you see you dont know me...
    but you know....



    I AM NOT A ROBOT!





    wait wait wait....

    let me give you this one...

    (you know i was used to the manny beautifull but eventualy fake ...quotes guys gave me.......weeeeeuuw i even had a few guys who god the nerves to say ......""God send me to become youre man....."")

    ppfff real guts you know....



    ""first there is GOD....""
    ""than there is jezus...""
    "'than there ...yes deep down there i am ...""


    (you know making me excited...
    mm could be maybe its him...you know kind beautifull deep brown what you call ""black"" brother ...wanted to study the bibel with me...
    yeah why not the other Ones are VAGUE......
    or having other Ones next to me...)


    than ...


    than...


    You know when i asked the question..

    ""when was the last time you were intemate with some one..


    (he ) ""well not long ago... (me ) what is not long ...?
    silent ......silent .....
    silent ............

    painfull silence ...

    PAINFULL sILENCE...!!!




    (he) well i think you better run ....yes...
    (he ) ..well ok ..2 days ago




    (he ) sorry i wanted to get in youre panties....





    (me ) AND thAN YOU GOT THE NERVE TO SAY >>>>:maddd:

    THE FIRST GOD>>>>
    THAN JEZUS >>
    THAN ME THING.....???????????????


    (me ) I,m so glad that jezus is my friend you know...

    what if i would started to like you more...
    and give my self.....



    prayed for this brother (still) as a friend because his first wive does not want him to see
    the children because he has children of e second wife and he was beat down by it.....
    '

    because i saw a beat down brother..
    because i wanted to help a beat down brother...
    because i saw a beat down Sister...
    because i saw a beat down siister..

    BECAUSE I SEE BEAT DOWN BROTHERS >>>>
    BECAUSE I SEE BEAT DOWN SISTERS>>>
    BECAUSE I SEE BEAT DOWN MOTHERS>>
    BECAUSE I SEE BEAT DOWN FATHERS>>>>>


    And than they come with this ........SHHHHH.......









    if they only would..



    know ..


    me....


    some fooks..

    sisters and brothers...

    man woman ..

    human..




    If they only would know me..

    know my intentions...
    my heart..
    knowing who i am....

    that i would litteraly...
    not stick my head in the sand..

    doing heavy prayers .........for them..
    doing the action ...............for them
    not for the pride stroke...
    but for the walk...
    in love..

    the masters plan.....
    its about giving ..
    looking around...


    here in my Community .(..HOlland..)
    or where ever i may be..

    In church ,
    Ouside church...
    i dont sit still....

    you got that ...!!!!!!



    its easy just a avoid things and sit still...

    SHUT YOURE MOUTH WHILE YOU SEE YOURE BROTHER AND SISTER ...
    SUFFERING...

    cause when you OPEN IT and TELL the TRUTH....

    in that moment YOU are the bad one.......



    than you see them moving forward...:star:
    because truth seth them free:eek: ...

    and than i am so happy...
    lord knows realy happy
    not that fake happy.:maddd: ...!!!
    or that happy with that little jaloursy behind it ....
    No realyyy happy:kiss1:
    ....
    ....





    than the ....

    the...


    that...



    i can not even say it it hurts ...




    the...




    the ....





    how shall i call it ......THE STAB!
    the forgetting why i came....
    the forgetting who i am...

    who i am what i stand for...

    can you not resist a little bit evil...
    must you allow him...
    is it that easy....





    If they only would know me...







    if they would only get to know me...




    they only see the dadadadadadad...











    HELLOOO!













    (to be continued)
     
  2. nevar

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    wow this was deep do continue flow on poet.:kiss1:
     
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    simply beautifull.....
     
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    whoaaaaaaaa look at my sweet Flower
    just blossoming this was lovely sis
     
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    and i am letting go of the ones ..

    who never took the time to realy know me.....


    the ones that just liked the "'picture "'

    "the painting "' "'the ..... dadadada



    never showed real interest to


    "'get to know me"'...



    i stop fooling myself...
    and their games.....






    they are not worth my time..
    worth my life.....





    how could i be so stupid...




    God finaly opend my eyes.....






    Loveauroraflower:heart: