Black Poetry : If I was caught cheating

HODEE

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It is believed that if a man is cheating. It isn't based on love. I beg to differ . It has to be for me to give in. One of them I feel love. Casual sex, seems so shallow.

If what I am jeapardizing has run it's course. I have told her, many times. She didn't hear me of course. I also told her she doesn't listen to me. Nothing happens all of a sudden there are exchanges before grief.

My new has already heard me say I'm in love with thee. No surprizes to her, it is clear to me. Her response must be clear, I take in her needs.

If a love affair is discovered. It usually ends the match. You had in a relationship. It tears up the past. Most times, you turn to the one you engaged. Then find out they were only in it. As a casual thing. Now you have lost the chance to repair your love. It's all torn up. Can't turn to your mate, the affair isn't there. Feeling caught in the middle messed up bad fate.

Now I will admit, there are instances of course. Someone comes along and all reason is divorced. I'm tempted your tempted to give it a try.

Look deep before you leap taken into the fire. I need to know, my mates mind and her life. Meet her friends, know her trends. See her interact share her life. I'm not needy. No way. I need my space too. But a balance of sharing together time isn't to much to ask of you. Offer on the table one time. My criteria is verbalized. I don't deviate I'm set. You will find my criteria like an oak tree, hard. All things must come together.
 
if i were caught cheating
we've already experienced
a spiritual disconnect
we've already moved away
from one another and
moved on to someone else

if i were caught cheating
please forgive yourself
you have done nothing wrong
it is i who selfishly let my
body tell you something
my lips refused to utter

if i were caught cheating
i've already turned away
from you more times then
you could probably count
my touch is lighter and
much colder than it was

if i were caught cheating
my view of monogamy is
already tainted beyond belief
i always thought i'd walk
away before i made that
choice and i'm sorry

so before i get caught
cheating i'm going to
tell you that i've been
thinking about cheating
now what do we do
about all of that?
 
This is what I think we should do

IfUComeSoftly said:
if i were caught cheating
we've already experienced
a spiritual disconnect
we've already moved away
from one another and
moved on to someone else

if i were caught cheating
please forgive yourself
you have done nothing wrong
it is i who selfishly let my
body tell you something
my lips refused to utter

if i were caught cheating
i've already turned away
from you more times then
you could probably count
my touch is lighter and
much colder than it was

if i were caught cheating
my view of monogamy is
already tainted beyond belief
i always thought i'd walk
away before i made that
choice and i'm sorry

so before i get caught
cheating i'm going to
tell you that i've been
thinking about cheating
now what do we do
about all of that?

I don't want to be taken for granted.
I would not take you for granted I know.
If you take time to tell me.
Before it takes place.
There is hope.

This is what we do.
Sit down share a moment maybe some serious time to brew.
Talk lots of talk. Eye contact is a must.
So I can see into the windows of your heart and soul.
I want and would say to you. Look at me please.
I would make sure to give you the same.

I would ask hard questions.
Answers I know you can give.

The topic is us. I'm serious.

I wouldn't be upset you said these things.
In fact all I ever wanted was to be as open it seems.
Ask me , demand some change. I can adapt not afraid. Tell the truth.
Build with me. You'll get nothing less than truth and open honesty.
Be blunt. I like how you just came.
I want to hold you my love, but first the talking and exchange.
 
My sweet, sweet Hodee

HODEE said:
I don't want to be taken for granted.
I would not take you for granted I know.
If you take time to tell me.
Before it takes place.
There is hope.

This is what we do.
Sit down share a moment maybe some serious time to brew.
Talk lots of talk. Eye contact is a must.
So I can see into the windows of your heart and soul.
I want and would say to you. Look at me please.
I would make sure to give you the same.

I would ask hard questions.
Answers I know you can give.

The topic is us. I'm serious.

I wouldn't be upset you said these things.
In fact all I ever wanted was to be as open it seems.
Ask me , demand some change. I can adapt not afraid. Tell the truth.
Build with me. You'll get nothing less than truth and open honesty.
Be blunt. I like how you just came.
I want to hold you my love, but first the talking and exchange.

It’s times like this when I remember
Just why, when, and where we fell
So deep into one another
I remember when you use to
Complete my sentences
When I thought it was cute
And not that you were trying
To choose my words for me

I remember a time when I looked
At out children and thought of
Our foolish, fleeting youth
And I’d see that same devilish
Gleam in those beautiful eyes
And now all I see is regret
I don’t know what you’re missing
But I'm tired of trying to find it
In the present, our future, in me

I remember a time when our
Lovemaking was passionate
And not mechanical and lifeless.
Your kisses use to move me
Overcome me with need,
Want, and desire but now
I’m tired of going through the
Same old motions from day to day
I’m tired of just being, breathing,
And not really living. I’m tired.

I remember a time when
We use to be in love

Do you?

My reply.
Your exchange.
 

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