I wanted to tell her that I loved her and that I would fly through galactic meteor showers into a the black hole of pain. Because I love her. I wanted to tell her that I loved her and that I would dive into the deep bluesssss sea and snack on sharks, swallow whales in the dark and reduce myself to plankton on the bottom of the ocean. Because I love her. I thought to tell her that I would travel back in time to ancient Kemit and relinquish my throne as Pharaoh enslave my self and generations free every Hebrew, make bricks with no straw Because I love her. I wanted to tell her that because I love her I would submerge myself so far into her that upon having an emotional traffic accident and being rushed to the local ER trauma surgeons would be traumatized to find that there was nothing left of me on the gurney for all the would see is not me but she. Because I love her so much. I wanted to tell her that I loved her and that I would rewrite the periodic table and shuffle iron, phosphate, nitrogen, and oxygen redefine water from two parts hydrogen and one part oxygen to 2parts her smile and 1part her heart so that her love could become the carbon 14 dating of my ancient years and latent traces of her could determine our love for years and love anthropologists would declare they had found the first man that ever loved because her love –loved me loved me, loved me, eternally. I wanted to tell her that , that, that, I loved her. but I couldn’t find the words. So I was left with … I love you! And guess what... ...She loves me too.