you should have told me you were going i wanted to stop by the record store rinsing my hair i didnt hear you grab the keys washing my hair singing "have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart" i didn't get a chance to say "I love you" in a whisper then kissing your precious lips like I always do smiling to myself at every thought of you feeling the tingles trough my body your good at what you do Last night I was wrong. I'm gonna make it up to you...promise. it'll be a surprise, somethin' new planning to cook your favorie meal too tickled watching you lick your fingers with satisfaction rehearsing what ill say in my mind to kill the guilt weighing me down inside who is this at my door this early I hate when people show up unannounced "Its officer Brown ma'am". I hear a voice shout. "Can I come in and speak to you." "Yes... I answer in a low uncertain tone" All I heard in my ears was you leaving me all alone I was mad at you How could you! Why didn't you tell me you were going out I shouted I cant breathe wishing I said sorry sooner wanting your embrace wishing I'd kissed your lips before you left wishing I said sorry last night A pain overwhelming blacker than black deeper than the blues wishing I was there and I died with you. wanting to escape the pain i cried in a ball on our porch... as it began to rain. A reminder if you love the people in your life let them know often, and never take them or each day with them for granted, but make it the best you can. They can be taken from you at a tick of the clocks hand.