I meet this man the other day
he was so cute
just the right height
and the right sound
with just enough bass in his voice
that it peeked my ears to listen
We knew each other in high school as much
as you can know some one when only 15
but I know and he knew and he
we talked about Soul Justice
and the "food" the kids eat
broke down Spanish in like two min'
and we talked with out worries or judgments
it was something I have not had in a while
to feel that secure in myself and what I was saying and doing
he walked on the outside like a gentleman
or am I analyzing too much now
he smelled right
he smelled like her to me not a him
we share something in common
our birth dates, two mixed kids with mixed backgrounds
and mixed ways
I gave my number and hoped that he would call
but the problem is
I know I like women
but he was so cute
everything was there
a little too much was there
those eyes and that bottom lip
why couldn't you be a woman...
with breast and butch
why could you be the women of my dreams instead of my high
school sweet heart...
you told me about the reunion was that an invitation
or were we just catching up
you remember more than I do..
surprise
I have a bad memory....
will you call
do I want you to call
why did GOD throw you my way...
did I miss something..
HELP!!
I think I like a guy.
then I went to a bar and
you where there, with my drink already waiting and
the conversation that I wanted to have
we got a little closer
I look at you like a sister friend
not a girlfriend
it's funny I really like that quality in our relationship.
But I think I like guys and I am not Lesbian
I think I was rebelling
I like them both I guess
I am a confused little girl
I am in my double pare Chango
Help...
he was so cute
just the right height
and the right sound
with just enough bass in his voice
that it peeked my ears to listen
We knew each other in high school as much
as you can know some one when only 15
but I know and he knew and he
we talked about Soul Justice
and the "food" the kids eat
broke down Spanish in like two min'
and we talked with out worries or judgments
it was something I have not had in a while
to feel that secure in myself and what I was saying and doing
he walked on the outside like a gentleman
or am I analyzing too much now
he smelled right
he smelled like her to me not a him
we share something in common
our birth dates, two mixed kids with mixed backgrounds
and mixed ways
I gave my number and hoped that he would call
but the problem is
I know I like women
but he was so cute
everything was there
a little too much was there
those eyes and that bottom lip
why couldn't you be a woman...
with breast and butch
why could you be the women of my dreams instead of my high
school sweet heart...
you told me about the reunion was that an invitation
or were we just catching up
you remember more than I do..
surprise
I have a bad memory....
will you call
do I want you to call
why did GOD throw you my way...
did I miss something..
HELP!!
I think I like a guy.
then I went to a bar and
you where there, with my drink already waiting and
the conversation that I wanted to have
we got a little closer
I look at you like a sister friend
not a girlfriend
it's funny I really like that quality in our relationship.
But I think I like guys and I am not Lesbian
I think I was rebelling
I like them both I guess
I am a confused little girl
I am in my double pare Chango
Help...
... please make yourself at home ... 