I spoke. When I spoke I felt myself As I spoke I became healed I realized my voice was created for the good of all people and most importantly for the good of my soul my soul emptied and I could finally dance I could finally sing songs of joy, melodies of happy, words of positivity was all I spoke and it became never ending like a flesh eating virus vomiting during every hour, I threw up my past, and flushed my love for you down the drain into the sea, my broken heart spread out into all unknown destinations as I spoke As I emptied. As I danced. As I sung. As I vomited. As I flushed. As I no longer hurt for you.