Black Poetry : I Searched For A Woman (Black Woman)

klabarron

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Montgomery Alabama
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I searched for a Woman
To give me Daughters and bare me Sons
A generational woman - Carrier of my seed
lover of my soul
mother to my earthly existence
and all I got was
girl
girl girl and
girl girl girl.

With boyish accretion
girl
girl girl and
girl girl girl.
became lesions upon my blister az$
as I chased my future into my past
and committed with genocidal glee
suicidal act after
suicidal act
upon backs both mine
and beauty black
raping my sisters of virgin heritage
washing upon the shores of womanhood
the bodies of captive slaves
corpses of copulation
victimization
and black-queen- splotiation
cause with penal elation
I conjured smiles upon
faces for all the wrong reasons
as girl
girl girl
and girl girl girl
sought a Man, an African King
only gaining the their souls penetration
by a boy who penally perpetrated as a man.

I searched for a Woman
not being a man at all
not realizing that being blessed with a Woman
required first being a Man.
Fully man
with accountability to God
and responsibility to Man
Not living life with a lustful plan
to exploit or contort or resort
to defining Manhood
by multiple penetrations
black queen subjugation
and penal prowess’s libations.
Drinking the strong drink
of selfishness and greed and
killing women in saintly seed
preventing a pure thicket of natural forest lands
from ever becoming
what Jah had planned
because I was coming
dripping seeds of life
causing the death
of future possibilities
lost potential
and frustration for years to come.

I searched for a Woman
nor realizing – I was yet to become a Man.
Wasting black seed
black time
and spilling commerce from these black hand
for I wasted life on lucidity
the lunacy of the fool in me
and time, season of this life
never to be recaptured
for the minute were gone in
3 minute songs
5 times and day
7 days a week
futility vs. utility
as money that could have enhanced life
de-pantsed life
and every conjugal
had a price tag paid
for a foolish lay
to play
f&^k and frolic
as a boy believing the life of manhood
when manhood
turned to fatherhood
and responsibly should
self-restraint would
and child support could
be paid by a boy,
penis in hand
seeking a Woman
Perpetrating as a Man
with my seeds fate in my hands.
And I am still looking….
Because before I can find Womanhood in another
I must first become the Man in me.
 

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