Black Poetry : I Must

Discussion in 'Black Poetry - Get Your Flow On!' started by soblessed, Jun 20, 2006.

  1. soblessed

    soblessed Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    You make me feel less then
    Less then human
    Less then a women
    I know now
    What I have always known
    The person you are
    Does not equate to the person I want to be
    The women I am trying to be
    The mother I need to be
    Through the years
    I have stayed
    Year after year
    My heart pays the price
    The price for
    For holding on
    To the belief
    That one day you ll change
    Now I am left
    Left to be a single mother
    Or
    I could stay
    To live a life
    A life of
    Doubt
    Insecurity
    Mistrust
    Nights of endless crying
    Not a life for me
    I must take my self respect back
    Somewhere along the way
    It got lost
    Lost in hope
    In fear of what I now must become
    Do I love you
    Yes
    But I must live for me
    You live your life for yourself
    Now I will have to pick up the pieces
    Of my life
    Alone
    I can no longer live a life
    Of a insecure wife
    Now I must do what you have never done
    Love Me
    Love Me
    Wholeheartedly
    Unconditionally
     
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    $$RICH$$ Lyon King Admin. STAFF

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    well felt sometime we stay in hope but we soon come to realize
    our stay is enough from all the inflicted pain and heart breaks
    moving on .....nice write and i must !
     
  3. IfUComeSoftly

    IfUComeSoftly Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    awww sis... this was so heartfelt... i could feel every word of it... nice drop sis
     
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    Very nice, very nice
    Love yourself
    Love yourself
    Wholeheartedly
    Unconditionally
     
  5. 4EVERLUV

    4EVERLUV Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    That you are for having the courage to step out and away from something that is not good to you or for you. I can truely related. It may seem hard at first but it will not always be. Trust me I know. I raised my son alone. He is now 21 and out the house (thank God):) and I am having the time of my life luving me. So do yo thang girl. Your flo was tyte.
    Much Luv
     
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    nevar Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    somebody oh sis ifucomesoftly get me the tissue im so emotional right now. love the flo sis. :terrific:
     
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    watzinaname Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Change, even a change for the better is never easy but sometimes necessary to save yourself. Being a single mom is more than a notion, but it can be done. Such an emotive piece.
     
  8. Auroraflower

    Auroraflower Well-Known Member MEMBER

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    Sister ......



    i felt it.....
    hug strong hug to you....
    beautifull and touching skrybe...
    i hear ya..


    i know ....
    i know it aint easy aspecially when you take marriage holy....
    ones that person has not been real it itsnt easy to heal again in that relationship...though you want to obey lords laws and all and i feel you did youre best.... "but marriage is suppossed to be real and holly ,so if it is not that ...



    YOU GOT TO GET OUT OF THERE...


    never live in the lie in the life of yourself and others.....
    life is given to us...
    its presius........


    remember youre a Mother .....
    youre not singel ....
    in the flesh maybe ...
    but in spirrit you are not alone...
    there is God jezus...

    and ...

    there is Someone for you.......


    there for you are not alone.....
    you just need to join on gods time...



    and you know i believe ...
    i believe...(of course with the will of him god)


    i believe in the holy spirrit and jezus that he is going to do mighty changes in youre life..just follow him continue to pray....cause i know about the other situation ...
    you know the little one......

    i believe he can do it....

    i mean with his hand he can change things....
    some people think when i believe ..in sumthing they say ..

    "'that is inpossible.."' than i say with god anything is impossible..

    if it is his will...

    and i believe that his will is also that people are getting reunited again..




    so dont give up sister...



    Pray for the meltdown ..of peoples hearts...







    and take the time to grow strong together with God....

    and leave things that mislead you and others...




    a big bib big hug to you sister...
    and a kiss zibbert....

    love you:heart:


    auroraflower:heart:
     
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