This was written for my best friend/ex who committed suicide a year ago...I was highly intoxicated...just bear with me. Dear Teary Eyes, If only I could go back in time When all your love and time was mine Took your own life cause it hurt TOO bad Now I sit here a year later and still i'm sad Wish that I could kiss those lips one last time Reminisin on days when your heart was mine Thinkin back on head while cookin dinner We lived our life hard, but you died a sinner So, when Judgement day comes where will YOU go? I would give up Heaven for you, just so you know I love you Teary, miss you so much Days I was weak, you were my crutch Committed murder cause the ***** tried to kill me Wish I could find the same in this S.O.G. You gave me away to him and I never even knew Now when I look in his eyes, all I see is you I'm trying to go by all you taught me But true love is something that he don't believe Help me babygirl, take my heart and be strong Cause with all of this drama, my life won't last long I tried to save him, like I tried with you And if I don't succeed I'm joining you I can't take it no mo To the Devil I almost sold my soul I'm tryin to move on and change but ****! it's hard And since you took your life, ****..I'm scarred This is just a thought, sent to you... Where ever you are...**** I miss you!