I still remember the day I told you to go
at the time I knew it was for the best you
needed to be at complete rest you deserved
to breathe easily so I told you it was okay to
leave me I told you good-bye I sat there &
didn’t even cry I knew I had to try to be strong
for everyone else so I looked straight ahead
& said it’s okay if you leave me but ever since
that day I’ve missed you desperately when
you left you took a huge part of me & now I
can’t seem to set you free I know it’s a fact
& I truly believe you’re always with me guiding
me watching over me still I would give
anything just to see you again for however
brief the visit might be I would give anything
to touch you again to feel you hugging me or
kissing my check I would give anything to hear
you again calling me Sunshyne laughing
about old times & telling me you love me
I would give ANYTHING I miss you & I can’t
explain this pain to anyone really they would
have to have been where I am to honestly
feel me I miss you & sometimes I don’t think
I can make it another day another step cause
my heart is literally breaking I miss you & I
know you wouldn’t want me to continue to
grieve but I’m a Daddy’s Girl & you were my
everything I miss you but in order to honor
your spirit that lives within me I’ll let you go
unselfishly all the while treasuring the years
we had holding them close to me until we’re
together again.
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